Hi,my name is L,and I was born an intersex person(PAIS-Type-3) in Solomon Island,where being Queer is illegal,and since they are all hardcore christian,even the people from my indigenous ethnicity,they all just saw me as a monster,so they gave me to international adoption,and I was adopted by an adorable Brazilian old lady,but her family hated me and sold me to child traffickers,then a man and his brothers bought and,and I was used as a sex-toy,I was their sex-slave and they all has forced me to prostitute myself since I was 2 years old,and for no one suspect anything at all,he fake married a woman so them both pretend to be my parents,but they were profiting on my misery and my pain and has let the doctors to operate me to be more attractable for the clients.And they had put me at school when I was 2 so no one could suspect anything and there I had me the love of my life ! He is from Ohio but he was living with his family here in Brazil because of financial issues,His name is T.And when we first me on the first day at school we didn't had discovered yet that we were boys,only 6 months later,but he was accepted by his parents while I was too afraid to say anything ata ll because I knew those people weren't my family at all,they were my abusers,kidnappers and pimps.Well,this boy and I were alredy in love but we were too young to realize that,but he called me his prince and I called him my prince on our childhood-roleplays.But then we had to be apart because he ahd to go back to the USA and that broke me inside because he was the first person I ever loved in my live. Then when I was 5,this man who forced me to call him daddy(but not in a parental way)were manipulating a old woman who could give him the life he always wanted,but that woman was my adoptive mother,and since losing me was extremely devastating to her(+she suffers from CPTSD,Dissociative-Amnesia and she is also autistic person with ADHD like me),and her family braiwashing,she completely forgot about me,that she had adopted me when I was a baby ! And this vile man married my adoptive mother and exploited her and treated her like his maid from 2005 until last year and the worst part is that on 2011 he allowed the doctor give me estrogen and progesterone without my consent wich gave me a pseudo-female puberty and a lot of dysphoria.Well,when I was 15 I was at school doing homework,but then out of nowhere,this little boy I wad a crush on was there too,but he was older,and he just sneaked into my school just to see me,and since I suffered severe bullying,he got pissed of that and stood up for me,and when I said that the boys on my class were disgusted and ashamed to hang out with me(well I had made the mistake of coming out as a trans guy to the whole school),then he said : " I don't think you are disgusting and I would date you",then I looked at him and said : " you want to be my boyfriend even though I'm also a boy lik you? " and he didn't hesitated,he acccepted right away ! Then when the school inspector saw that he wasn't form my school,he just ran and jumped the school wall lol ! And the girls were asking a bunch of questions like : You are dating that actor from that nickelodeon show ? ! and they just annoyed me with a bunch of stupid homophobic+transphobic questions.After the school ended,we had gone on our first date,I was fun,but he had to go back or his parents would go to police because they didn't knew he was in Brazil,he came all by himself,when he was only 17 just to see me...I never thought someone could be this crazy in lov for me hahaha ! Then we only were able to date online throught the years. On 2018 I came out to those monsters who kept me captive for profit and they made my life a living hell and the me who has abused me the most didn't want me to transition. Then on 2019, I finally had meet my babe again,and we were happy,and he asked my hand and we got married on the same year.Then since I was born intersex,but infertile,I thought I would cause any trouble,so when we were on our honeymoon in Recife,he has started to shows physical and emotional symptoms of what I thought would be his periods,but nope,he was pregnant,and he was very happy because he always wanted to carry our childen on his womb,but also very freaked out on how did he would be able to hide this from the public,he is a famous actor.But with help,he was able to do this,later on we discovered we were having twins(well I have a twin sister,so that explains a lot actually),after 9 months he gave birth to the most beautiful and precious joys we both have in our lives. But on 2020 when I was so happy,he kept complainigng about one of his castmates called M was harassing him,and that she was a total creep. Then without him knowing it,she took his phone and sent me the most bizare and prejudiced messages ever,and blocked+deleted my number from his phone,but with the help of a enby friend of mine,they had discovered that this woman were posing as me and since my husbund is extremely naive and innocent(based on his syndromic features and behaviors since childhood),he probably have Non-Syndromic-Atypical-Williams-Syndrome),he really thought he was talking with me,and only this year when my mom gave him a letter that I asked her to wrote to warn him,he realized he was being fooled,and he even cried because he felt extremely guilty about it even though is not his fault at all.The worst part is that his castmate is obsessed with him since the beginning of his career as an actor,and she is so obsesssd to the point of using brainwashing techniques to try to "turn him straight" and she even has an fucking altar dedicated to him and a cage in her bedroom to put him in it and force him to love her,she even was capable of during his sleep,taked of his clothes,then her clothes and simulate a picture of them hooking up,she even sexually abused him several times even though she is fully aware that he is a trans man,she is delusional enough to ask him to giver her babies.Her obsession is so severe that she has created fandom fake accounts to put fake pictures and videos of them both that she has created using A.I to give the ilusion to the public that they are dating and even living together on a house in Atlanta,but they aren't. And he isn't out of the closet yet or even tried to rescue me because he is being blackmailed not only by this castmate but this people who still keep me trapped in false-imprisonment until today.And I just don't know what to do because everytime I tried to tell my story,no one has believed me ! What should I do ? !
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